Mental Health update

So this is a mental health update.

I'm STILL very upset over the MWGG incidents I've been through. The thing is, some people might not understand as much, but that was the worst event to ever happen in my life.

Ever since my old team posted the stuff there have been MWGG creators treating me differently and even alienating from me. They would block me on social media, not heart or even hide my comments, and other stuff. 

I just wanted to kickstart the MWGG fandom so Faust could recognize the project, and I figured making animations would be a fun way to promote her series. Only problem is, I am on the spectrum and thus I'm not the most educated and would at many times mistreat my team without even realizing or taking the time to at least. They were committed to the project and made awesome stuff and I ruined it for them, and now there are people in the fandom who hate me for it and assume I'd do it again.

I really cannot think about MWGG almost at all, as over time the thought of it will cycle back to the incident, especially if an MWGG fan had recently blocked me from their social media content. In fact, I regret making Unofficial Milky Way so much, it just makes me cringe thinking about it and the many weird scenes I had thrown into episodes. I even stole OC's too.

I'm struggling with the Algoliens concept as well, as I'm just on the storyboard process, and I haven't managed to get voiceovers for every character and me and the team slack off quite too. Pretty much nothing has been done for months, and I'm afraid that if this goes on for too long, Algoliens will become boring to people as no episode has ever came out, even though a whole script was written and finished for a pilot.

Without an education, without a driver's license, and with struggling mental health that makes me so anxious to talk to people nowadays, I've been thinking mostly depressing thoughts that I'm never going to move on in life. I'm 20 and I don't want to be 35 living with my parents crying over something that happened 17 years ago.

For the people who still support me, thank you. I'm trying my hardest to move on, but something like this has extremely deep meaning and it's so hard to brush off and forget, especially when they expose you online for ridiculous allegations. Please do not associate me with any MWGG projects anymore, as my interest for it is permanently shunned, unfortunately. I'd rather stick to my other interests, such as Algoliens, Mario Kart, or BFDI.